Renee Sendelbach complete. Yes, yesterday was awful but I think in some weird way it helped me to cry and let it all out to mom, Eric and Rachele – like Rachele told me, it is hard to be strong all the time. And it is – I want to be strong but it is hard to hold onto that “I’m okay face” all the time and yesterday, I just couldn’t do it anymore. So, after a few good cries, some good pain medicine, a good night’s sleep, I am back in business this morning! My bones still hurt, but not near as bad as yesterday and I figured out if I have on shoes, it helps my feet a lot.
So, I am leaving my own pitty party right now, going to get back to where I need to be – this is ALMOST over, only 3 more treatments left, I am 62.5% done with treatments, whatever it takes I will get myself through this.
BTW, there’s beauty in the breakdown is a song lyric from a group called Frou Frou entitled “Let Go”.
You may like it!
There is beauty in the breakdown….
We all need to let go in order to move forward.
You are still a strong person, don’t EVER think different!
3 to go! I think we should all go out for some wine/champagne to celebrate when you are done!
Renee,
I am praying for you!!! I have lots of time just sitting on the couch recovering from my foot surgery, so I will continue to pray for you all day. You’ll get through this – and it’s okay to not like it. It WILL be worth it in the end!
Love and hugs to you.