1/31/19
Today is a first…I am sitting at a Dr. G appointment without Eric.
I had to have Syl drive me to my brain MRI follow-up appointment because Eric had work meetings he couldn’t miss, and my head is foggy from whatever cold/infection I am fighting off. And anytime my body has to fight anything additional, my brain turns to mush. ??♀️
Driving + mush brain = stress for me which seems to intensify everything else.
She brought a book to wait in the car with, which is good with me. As much as I depend on my friends, I don’t like to bring them all the way into CancerLand.
It is hard to explain why I let certain people see certain things…I will always write about EVERYTHING, but I don’t want to talk physically talk about everything…does that make sense?!?!
Anyway, it was weird to not have Eric there.
But GREAT news is…brain looks great! I still have a hole filled with nacreous (scar tissue) but everything looks great!!!
I still find humor in the fact I have a literal hole in my head…??
I am at 5 years and 8 months of NED in my brain!
I am so thankful that I am here to keep on keepin’ on.