Nervous…

I go see Dr. H today to find out what my next path will be.

I go back and forth within myself – am I ready to be back on
a chemo??

In a way yes – I feel like I am more protected – especially with
my brain.

In a way…HELL NO – I am not ready for the unknown – fatigue,
poo issues, appetite, nausea – all these are “maybe” side effects and those I won’t
know until I have already jumped in.

On a plus side, my face is starting unswell from the roids!