My heart’s song – April 16, 2009 I have tried to put this into words for a long time, but I just couldn’t make it make sense. I feel I have to try again because …
For a reason
I had a PET scan and MRI scheduled today for about 2 weeks now. They were scheduled to be back to back because doing multiple times is a pain in the ass. But I got …
Book snipet
From my upcoming book, Renee In Cancerland: The odds – September 21, 2008 I would like to think I don’t live completely by the odds, but I guess to some extent I do. What are …
A messy puddle
Man oh man, I am ready for summer to be over. It is flipping hot here and me + hot = beat down Renee. When I get beat down, I crumble. I crumble too easily. …
Next steps
I feel like I need a direction – a direction to row my boat towards instead of rowing around in circles. Don’t get me wrong, I have been rowing along very nicely lately, but I …
Revisting the past
I am showing old videos to get ready for my new ones. I have rewatched this so many times and still cry. Please share. I think this could help others in all areas.
Letter to Ian
Dear Ian – 7 years old Oh my sweet little guy. You aren’t so little anymore. You are the tallest in your class and nobody believes me when I tell them you are not 8 …
Reliving the past…
We were walking into Party City tonight to look for birthday décor for Ian. Out of nowhere, Ian told me about the last time we went there. The first time mommy hurt her head, he said. …
Art for a cause
Always said that I want to always help those in need because so many people have helped me in need throughout all these years. A lifelong friend of mine needs help paying dental bills for …
Enough
All around me, I see people doing so much more than I am able to. More work More working out More volunteering More cooking More cleaning The list could go on forever. It is hard …