Well, all my “oh, this chemo is a breeze” is coming back to bit me or burn me I should say. I am experiencing a very common side effect of this chemo called hand-foot syndrome …
It hurts so bad
Beach time
And a good time was had by all! We made an impromptu beach trip this weekend and I think it was just what the doctor ordered Stress does magically meltaway in the salty air while …
A fish out of water
I feel like a fish out of what. Well, I think that is how I feel. I am not real sure how a fish out of water really feels. But if the feeling is difficulty …
Just Breathe
Just breath. It was all I could tell myself while sitting waiting to be called back to meet my new oncologist. A month ago I didn’t even know what an oncologist was. Now I have one. …
The Ribbon
a twirling ribbon dances in the sky taken up by a gust of wind – not to make anyone sad for losing it but to make everyone around stop what they are doing take notice …
My 36th year?!?!
Last year I wasn’t really sure I would live to see my 36th birthday. My 35th year was full of ups and downs. I just didn’t know…I honestly didn’t know if I had more fight …
My color bomb
I can say it. I can finally say it and truly mean it. I feel it in my soul – my way down deep soul. My way down deep soul that has been praying and …
On the edge
I feel that I am on an edge. An edge I have been on too many times. An edge I am all too familiar with. An edge that is exhilarating and completely exhausting…all at the …
Just a day
The air had been thick with heat, humidity and wonder all day. I try not to let thoughts of yesterday’s PET scan slip into my mind, but those thoughts seem to find any crack and so …
The merry go round
Looking at it from the outside in, it looks magical. Painted with deep rich colors that demand attention. It moves with fluid smooth motions. Light dances off of the mirrors and the music is hypnotic. …