To say the past 4 weeks have been hard, unnerving, life changing, healing and so much more is a huge understatement. I got out of the hospital thinking, “oh, no big deal that I just …
Set me free and recuse me from the mighty waters – Psalm 144:7
I am home and feel set free in a whole new way. I had so many quiet conversations with God while in the hospital recovering, holding His hand, leaning on Him for strength, and having …
This person I am…
I don’t want to be brave. I don’t want to be inspiring. I don’t want to be strong. I don’t want to have to be this person I have to be… This person I am …
My power works best in weakness.
My power works best in weakness. 2 Corinthians 12:9 It is true – I never notice the power, the strength, the grace of God more than when I feel weak, scared, lost… I don’t know …
SO…
I have tried to come up with witty titles and well, the only one I am able to think of is: Third time is a charm?!?! Yesterday was a day like no other. Ian and …
My sweet Ian – on your 5th birthday
Let me go ahead and get it out of the way – I can NOT believe you are 5…seriously, can NOT believe it. Where has the time gone? As sad as I am that you …
The aftermath…
While driving home from the funeral today, several things occurred to me: We are a bunch of 30 and 40 year old people there to celebrate Kristi’s life – but the thing is – a …
The inevitable…
It happened – I didn’t realize how hard it would be to deal with – I didn’t realize how quick it can happen – I didn’t realize the hole that would be left in my …
I forget…
I forget so easily how blessed we are to have me feel good 95% of the time. I forget so easily how feeling like crap is a total drain on me mentally and physically. I …
Our first fight…
I am not even sure you would call it a fight, but Ian and I had it out…it was our first time that I am pretty sure we both broke each other’s hearts. Before we …