I was hoping with this being my final all out chemo, I could somehow slide through the side effects and just get on to life not on chemo – I was wrong….really, really wrong. I …

One more answered prayer – I got a call from the trial nurse yesterday telling me that I can stay on the trial drug, the parp, without having to stay on chemo with it!! This …

We used to have a little yorkie named Missy. She never lost her puppy look and looked more like an ewalk than a yorkie. Anytime the front door was left open, she was lay in …

Today was the first time I can say I wasn’t happy with my doctor. First the wonderfully great news – my PET/CT scan from Wednesday shows no evidence of metastatic disease – which is what …

I can see how others who continued to work through treatment said it was easier to have something to focus on. I have been praying for a way to help others in a way that …

The blood transfusion was LONG. We got there at 9:30 and left at 4:00. Luckily I was in a private room, so we (Eric’s mom & I) hung out and watched tv (HGTV – I …

I need to stop reading so many murder mystery books because all I can think to compare myself to right now is someone who was buried alive and is crawling out of the grave – …

This past week was a tough week for me – very tough. My fatigue seemed to take on a new life of its own and my mind wouldn’t turn off so when I was trying …

Is what I have felt like most of the week – or what I assume a walking zombie feels like? It seems no matter how much I “rest” I am still exhausted – not tired …