I really can’t believe I am starting my 4th cycle. On one hand it seems like these past 3 cycles have all gone so fast but on the other hand, I feel like we have …
It’s Back…
My creativity, my desire to create, my interest in creating and my knowing how much creating helps me – helps me heal from the inside out. I am not sure if it is the fact …
Yes…
Yes I am ok – well, getting there Yes I started back on my “happy pills” Yes my body is one big unbalanced mess Yes I am starting to work out again Yes the help …
A fine line
A fine line between too much and not enough A fine line between care about me care for me and leave me the hell alone A fine line between asking how I am and ignoring …
My life right now – in music
My friend Amanda sent me an email last week titled “Friday Friday Friday – Gonna Kill my Cancer on Friday” and asked me if Friday was my fight day. I told her I needed to …
Out.Of.Control
I feel 100% out of control in my life right now – in so many areas I don’t even know where to start. Out of control with my body and what it is doing. I …
Chemo Chornicle 2.8
First of all, it completely freaks me out that I have had 8 rounds of chemo. Last time 8 was my magic number – I had 8 rounds total and I was done – or …
Against the stream…
What you choose to dedicate your time to matters, not just for you but for all those who are affected by the withholding or the deliverance of your unique gifts. What are you dedicating your …
Continuing on
I received an email from a dear friend on Saturday titled continuing on after she read my chemo post and the news about my “done” not ever really happening. It took a bit for everything …
Chemo Chronicle 2.7
I didn’t know what to expect going into this appointment – would she tell me no more chemo like my friend heard a few weeks ago, would tell she me we were going to change …