I was actually able to sleep last night which really surprised me because usually when I am anxious, I don’t sleep well – that wasn’t the case. And I actually dreamt that it was 8:15 …
The Day before it all beginnings…a happy jumbled mess.
Today was a fabulous but emotional day – yes, I broke my rule about mascara – I wore it but I cried. How it began With Ian waking up at 3:30 a.m. with hurting gums …
Bubbly and cheese
With me giving up dairy (which I have done great on by the way!), I decided I wanted to feast this weekend before everything starts and really have one more “normal” weekend. Friday evening was …
Okay….bye?!???
Leaving work on Friday was so weird and surreal. Knowing that I would not be returning to work for at least 16 weeks and trying to get everything either taken care of or passed to …
26 days later
I have gone from thinking my body was a well oiled functioning machine to finding out I have obnoxious cells that think they can think and act on their own – OH NO YOU CAN’T. …
Sit down, buckle up and hold on
Because this is going to be one heck of a ride. Today was surreal and I don’t really know if I have processed all this. I feel numb, pissed and scared sh*tless – I really …
Butterflies
I have a lot of them in my stomach right now. I woke up around 5:45 with them and they haven’t gone away. I am not really sure why I have them – am I …
Happy Monday
It is Monday, but how can you not smile at this?
As the days go by
Wow, I really can’t believe tomorrow is almost here and I will find out my fate. Then I think, how has it only been 20 days since I found out the news? So much has …
Friend
By definition means: a person attached to another by feelings or affection or personal regard. To me a friend means so much more I really don’t where to start. I am not sure I can …