Day +8 and my counts have “bottomed out.” I that sounds scary, but it is what needs to happen so my new blood can take over! I do feel like complete crap today…my throat is …
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A week in
Yesterday marked a week of me being in the hospital for my bone marrow transplant…which is odd being as I got my new blood yesterday. The big question I am getting is, how do I …
Goodbye my dear friend
I know you would tell me to shut my mouth as I tell you how sorry I am that I wasn’t able to be there in person to attend your “fashion show”…which in my mind …
Day 1
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On the way
I am writing this from the car. We are on the way to Dallas for my bone marrow transplant. I don’t even know what I am feeling at this moment…sadness for Eric and Ian, scared …
My heart might explode
Today was such an unexpected roller coaster, and I have a feeling the rest of the week is going to be the same. I had a Dr. H appointment, so I went early so I …
My life
Oh my, yesterday was one of the sweetest days I’ve had in so long. I had energy, love and my dudes with me all day. First stop of city Pokémoning was the capital. I …
Not again
I really don’t know why I thought this would ever get easier? I don’t know why I thought I could somehow make myself numb to the pain that I can’t take away from others. I …
CancerGirl and Insprational prints in ETSY shop!
I can’t believe I am actually knocking stuff off my to-do list! A few things I want y’all to know first: My ETSY shop is back up, but isn’t completely stocked (that is coming!) but …
Nesting
I know I went through a nesting stage when I was big and pregnant with Ian. About 8 months into pregnancy it hit me like I had just run into a brick wall…HOLY SH*T life …