That is how I feel now in regards to scans and what now. I had an head MRI on Friday, Dr. H and two chemos yesterday, and Dr. Groves to look at my MRI from …
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Therapy
At one point in my life, I would never write this. I used to be embarrassed that I needed therapy of any kind. I used to think I should be able to handle all this …
It hurts so bad
Well, all my “oh, this chemo is a breeze” is coming back to bit me or burn me I should say. I am experiencing a very common side effect of this chemo called hand-foot syndrome …
Beach time
And a good time was had by all! We made an impromptu beach trip this weekend and I think it was just what the doctor ordered Stress does magically meltaway in the salty air while …
A fish out of water
I feel like a fish out of what. Well, I think that is how I feel. I am not real sure how a fish out of water really feels. But if the feeling is difficulty …
Just Breathe
Just breath. It was all I could tell myself while sitting waiting to be called back to meet my new oncologist. A month ago I didn’t even know what an oncologist was. Now I have one. …
The Ribbon
a twirling ribbon dances in the sky taken up by a gust of wind – not to make anyone sad for losing it but to make everyone around stop what they are doing take notice …
My 36th year?!?!
Last year I wasn’t really sure I would live to see my 36th birthday. My 35th year was full of ups and downs. I just didn’t know…I honestly didn’t know if I had more fight …
My color bomb
I can say it. I can finally say it and truly mean it. I feel it in my soul – my way down deep soul. My way down deep soul that has been praying and …
On the edge
I feel that I am on an edge. An edge I have been on too many times. An edge I am all too familiar with. An edge that is exhilarating and completely exhausting…all at the …