“Your thoughts create your world and your words indicate your thoughts. When you eliminate complaining from your life you will enjoy happier relationships, better health and greater prosperity.” How you ever noticed how easy it …
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Bad JuJu
At 301 Congress. I heard some awful news today, Mary, my manager, her dad passed away this morning. He had a stomach aneurysm in March and really never fully recovered. My heart goes out to …
Waiting for the train
To hit me and I feel so weird about it. I still have it in my head that I am not going to be as affected by all this as some people are, but come …
Loopy Lo
I ended up having to take my back-up medicine yesterday around 3:00 because I was feeling a tad bit queasy – and they said as soon as I feel it, take it, so I did. …
Chemo Chronicle – Day 1
I was actually able to sleep last night which really surprised me because usually when I am anxious, I don’t sleep well – that wasn’t the case. And I actually dreamt that it was 8:15 …
The Day before it all beginnings…a happy jumbled mess.
Today was a fabulous but emotional day – yes, I broke my rule about mascara – I wore it but I cried. How it began With Ian waking up at 3:30 a.m. with hurting gums …
Bubbly and cheese
With me giving up dairy (which I have done great on by the way!), I decided I wanted to feast this weekend before everything starts and really have one more “normal” weekend. Friday evening was …
Okay….bye?!???
Leaving work on Friday was so weird and surreal. Knowing that I would not be returning to work for at least 16 weeks and trying to get everything either taken care of or passed to …
26 days later
I have gone from thinking my body was a well oiled functioning machine to finding out I have obnoxious cells that think they can think and act on their own – OH NO YOU CAN’T. …
Sit down, buckle up and hold on
Because this is going to be one heck of a ride. Today was surreal and I don’t really know if I have processed all this. I feel numb, pissed and scared sh*tless – I really …