I don’t know if I have come out and said it before, but I struggle with depression and anxiety. Once we got home from out trip, the two headed monster came for me. Some days …
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I am DONE!!!
I just finished it. I finished writing my book. Now don’t get me wrong, this is a very rough draft but it is my cancer story from 2008-Present. Right now it is over 500 computer …
Looking Back
I have been looking back over my whole cancer journey for the book I am trying to write. I must admit, it is rocking my world again. I can’t help but wonder if I should …
30 hours later
I have been asleep for the past 30 hours. I think all the stress of the scan, the appointments, the every think really took its toll on me. So much more than I would like …
Therapy
At one point in my life, I would never write this. I used to be embarrassed that I needed therapy of any kind. I used to think I should be able to handle all this …
A fish out of water
I feel like a fish out of what. Well, I think that is how I feel. I am not real sure how a fish out of water really feels. But if the feeling is difficulty …
Just Breathe
Just breath. It was all I could tell myself while sitting waiting to be called back to meet my new oncologist. A month ago I didn’t even know what an oncologist was. Now I have one. …
The Ribbon
a twirling ribbon dances in the sky taken up by a gust of wind – not to make anyone sad for losing it but to make everyone around stop what they are doing take notice …
My 36th year?!?!
Last year I wasn’t really sure I would live to see my 36th birthday. My 35th year was full of ups and downs. I just didn’t know…I honestly didn’t know if I had more fight …
My color bomb
I can say it. I can finally say it and truly mean it. I feel it in my soul – my way down deep soul. My way down deep soul that has been praying and …