11 years metastatic It has been a little over 11 years since I was told the stage 1 breast cancer had metastasized to stage 4 breast cancer (MBC) a mere year and a half after …
bone marrow transplant
My Why’s
Why it matters to me I have thought long and hard about how to write this, and I finally feel like I have captured my truth. I have noticed a trend that tears my heart …
Learning to live again
I like to reflect back on times in my life where some of my biggest lessons came from. Throughout my life, I have watched a few of my closest friends struggle with anxiety and/or depression. …
Been waiting 2.5 years
They said, one day I would wake up and just feel good again. I didn’t know exactly what they meant when they were telling me this because feeling good seemed like such a faraway memory …
Mind chatter – lesson 1
Over the next few weeks, I am going to be sharing with y’all some techniques I have learned and tweaked over the years to get control over my mind chatter. I am going to write …
Being ok with being ok
Written 1/24 & 1/25/19 Here I am, sitting at Dr. H for my 6 week appointment. As I sit out here in the waiting room, I am telling myself to breathe and send loving light …
Bone Marrow Biopsy, Chest/Abdominal CT and Bone Scan results
Bone Marrow Biopsy, Chest/Abdominal CT and Bone Scan results I just realized I never actually wrote a blog post for this…I did a video but not a written post…so for some of you this might …
Trending back up
Trending back up I am coming out of the fog that has been wrapped around me for the past 10 days from a GVH (graft vs host) flair. I always look forward to this day …
2 years since Bone Marrow Transplant
I really cannot believe that it has been 2 years since my first of 4 days straight of heavy duty chemo before my bone marrow transplant. I have been looking back videos I recorded and …
Hard times
I am a self titled “annoyingly optimistic” person. Sometimes I might even be a bit delusional when it comes to certain situations. Hmm….honestly I don’t care. Just like I don’t care when I have to …