At one point in my life, I would never write this. I used to be embarrassed that I needed therapy of any kind. I used to think I should be able to handle all this …
Stage 4
My 36th year?!?!
Last year I wasn’t really sure I would live to see my 36th birthday. My 35th year was full of ups and downs. I just didn’t know…I honestly didn’t know if I had more fight …
My color bomb
I can say it. I can finally say it and truly mean it. I feel it in my soul – my way down deep soul. My way down deep soul that has been praying and …
On the edge
I feel that I am on an edge. An edge I have been on too many times. An edge I am all too familiar with. An edge that is exhilarating and completely exhausting…all at the …
Just a day
The air had been thick with heat, humidity and wonder all day. I try not to let thoughts of yesterday’s PET scan slip into my mind, but those thoughts seem to find any crack and so …
The merry go round
Looking at it from the outside in, it looks magical. Painted with deep rich colors that demand attention. It moves with fluid smooth motions. Light dances off of the mirrors and the music is hypnotic. …
Playing Poker with breast cancer
October is a hard month for me. Actually all months are hard months for me. As I see others celebrate their victory over cancer, it is all too easy for my mind to slip …
Be Brave and Fight Like a Girl speech
http://youtu.be/CqPqWiZ31Z0 So, I know there is a way make the youtube box pop up, but I don’t know how to do it! This is my speech from last night and I must say, I am …
The girl who cried wolf…
Or maybe something else instead… I guess having a small seizure is still a good reason to rush off to the ER and MUCH better than getting told my cancer is back in the brain. …
Happy Anniversary?!?!
I can’t say I am one who remembers or even really talk about any of my “cancerversaries” (notice I say ies…as in too many to remember). But today is one I couldn’t let slip by …