I am tired of this weird rash on the bottom of my legs that itches like crazy – unless I take Benadryl but then I pass out. I could take a steroid, but I would …
I am tired…
Stage 4
New chemo
I must say, it was odd to leave Dr. H’s office with a bag full of chemo pills…odd. Eric and I joked when we went to lunch that we shouldn’t leave the chemo in the car…after …
Nervous…
I go see Dr. H today to find out what my next path will be. I go back and forth within myself – am I ready to be back on a chemo?? In a way yes …
I wish…
Today is going to be a hard day – today is Casey’s service, then her husband has invited all her friends over to their house to meet each other and celebrate her life. It is …
MRI and brain oncologist
MRI was clear…all looks greats! I was even able to follow up with my radiation do on the phone being as it all looked so good…NOW that is what I like! We went to see …
Good bye my friend
“I can’t change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to reach my destination.” Jimmy Dean One of my girls who I have been on this whole cancer land adventure with …
Vacation
I always wonder how we end up so tired after vacation…oh yea, I remember – the different sleep schedule, me eating like complete crap the last 2 days (I did SO great the rest of …
Bite me…
My steroids are like the “bite me” cookies in my Cancerland. They are there, telling me to take them…eat them – I need them but the effects they have on me are maddening…they make me …
Numb…
I can’t imagine what they are going through – her family…their thoughts, their love for her, their prayers – their everything. She was getting better…and now I don’t know. I almost hate when it is …
Can I get off this merry go-round now??
I feel like I am on a merry go-round…all the time – up and down, round and round, up and down, round and round…forever going on…I just want off for a little bit…but then I wonder …