Yeah, in about an hour, I will be halfway done with my chemo treatments. I have the remaining 4 scheduled as well as an ultrasound. We need proof of what we think is true – …
Talking
I think it is going to happen soon – Ian has started saying a few words. Yesterday, my friend Shanna called to tell me that when picking up her daughter Livi from school, the teacher …
Thank you cancer.
Because of you, I have learned: How blessed I am How many wonderful people I have in life and how much I mean to them How to seize every feel good moment How to be …
Great Expectations
I have always tried not to expect anything from any given situation or anyone because in my mind, if I don’t expect it, I can’t be let down. Now, don’t get me wrong, I HOPE …
Food.
Really, really, I have never revolved my life so much around food as I have been while receiving chemo. I didn’t even have this many food issues while pregnant. I can really tell when I …
Inspiration
I heard the other day that we should try to find inspiration in our day to day lives everywhere we look. Now, who was talking about this was talking about finding inspiration with colors and …
Coming out of the fog…
Wow, so I slept from 8 p.m. – 7 a.m. last night. I woke up a few times because of Ian but was able to fall right back to sleep. My tummy feels much better …
Blah…
I am not feeling so hot today. I wouldn’t say I feel bad but I sure don’t feel good. I am just exhausted and my stomach is turning – not nauseous just very uneasy. I …
Chemo Chronicle #3
Wow, I really can’t believe I will be 75% done with my first round of treatments and 37.5% done with all my treatments after today. I saw Lisa, the PA, this morning and she said …
Realizations
I realized tonight that I can be a huge bitch when something doesn’t go the way I THINK it should or when I am tired and more so when both are happening. I don’t mean …
