Renee Sendelbach I know yall have heard me talk about this time and time again – over doing it.
Will I ever learn? Am I supposed to learn?
I do feel like I learn something new every time I go through something like this, but then I feel like I learn the same thing over and over again.
What is this elusive lesson I seem to learn over and over again – failure, being kind and gentle to myself and forgiveness.
This past week I temporally forgot I wasn’t superwoman and am trying to permitly remember I don’t want to be either – way overrated.
I was asked to paint 4 large paintings on a very tight timeline – like 8 days – and of course me thinking I was superwoman, I said yes.
I worked hard on these pieces – like really hard. I really like the final outcome, but if 100% truth be told it isn’t my exact style.
And I am not even sure what is going to come from these paintings. This COULD be a big opening for me into intererior art, BUT I have learned what I do and DON’T want – I do want to work in my own style and color palettes and if I don’t someone wants me to paint something not my style, I still need creative freedom AND more time to work on and tweak.
So that sums up my week in a nutshell – OH and I had a CT and Bone scan today to top off this exciting week.
I am ready to crawl into bed for the weekend.
