I can
honestly say I never read all the warnings of what could happen with medicines,
especially 
chemo…I figure why set up a list of maybes in my head?

Because
those maybes creep up in my mind too easily.

SO, I figure
until something is right in front of my face, I don’t need to focus on it. BUT,
I only think this way when it comes to things that could go wrong…I LOVE to
think/visualize about what could go right!

I am having
another post bone marrow transplant Graft versus Host flair up. It seems these
are coming up closer and closer together.

I also just
started seeing a new post-transplant doctor. Although I LOVE Dr. B, driving to
appointments 100 miles away was becoming a pain with my husband needing to get
off work to drive me. I can’t drive long distances because I get super tired
from the mental work it takes me to drive…crazy.

I just had a
flair up not even 3 weeks ago – honestly I think it was 2 weeks ago but my
timeline is screwy!

I haven’t
asked for prayers in a long time, but I am feeling a nudge to do so. Please
pray Dr. R (my new bone marrow doctor) figures out what is going on and has a
quick and easy fix for me!

It is hard
to do this back and forth dance between feeling great for a 10-14 days only to
feel myself sliding backwards to where I just climbed out from.

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