Scan-xiety The scenarios start playing as soon as I book my appointment. The what ifs that like to take over: What if cancer is in my body again? Would I have to do full out chemo? …
anxiety
Renee In Cancerland – Book Snippet
Tuesday, December 20, 2011 It hits home… Too many things have happened these past few days that makes my stomach turn and scares the crap out of me. One of our Pink Ribbon Cowgirls passed …
Explination
There is never an easy way to explain to your child that someone they know passed away. That they will never see that person in physical form again here on earth. In our small family …
Panic Attacks
Panic attack I remember the first panic attack I ever had. I was 25, exhausted from doing too much and I snapped like a rubber band pulled too tight. I didn’t know it then that …
Brain Report
I don’t know why, it is easy for me to forget to write the good stuff. I need/want to bask in the good stuff. I had at appointment with Groves on Thursday – he is …
Use me
People email or FB me questions all the time about their loved ones who have been diagnosed with BC of even some other cancer. It is a love/hate relationship I have within myself about being …
A real look at living with Stage 4 Breast Cancer
A real look at living with Stage 4 Breast Cancer 14 hours I just woke up from sleeping 14 hours straight. I went to bed last night after Eric came home early from work because …
How to help others…this is not a BC post!!
“Really great people make you feel that you, too, can become great.” Mark Twain It is true…I am a sap and I 100% believe this quote. Now, I am not saying I am a really …
A messy puddle
Man oh man, I am ready for summer to be over. It is flipping hot here and me + hot = beat down Renee. When I get beat down, I crumble. I crumble too easily. …
Enough
All around me, I see people doing so much more than I am able to. More work More working out More volunteering More cooking More cleaning The list could go on forever. It is hard …