I am a self titled “annoyingly optimistic” person. Sometimes I might even be a bit delusional when it comes to certain situations. Hmm….honestly I don’t care. Just like I don’t care when I have to …
Cancerland
Post Bone Marrow Transplant
I can honestly say I never read all the warnings of what could happen with medicines, especially chemo…I figure why set up a list of maybes in my head? Because those maybes creep up in my …
Renee In Cancerland – book snippet
Sad with regret Today while I was sitting at the oncologist waiting to be called back for my blood work I glanced over and observed a young women breast feeding her daughter in the waiting …
I love you
I will admit, not remembering my WHOLE journey I have been on thus far…I remember when I read what I wrote about it, but there are still out big chunks of the the details I …
Cancerland Craziness
I knew there would be a day when I would be told I couldn’t get chemo due to numbers…I thought those numbers would have to do with low blood counts or something else…not blood pressure numbers. I had …
The week ahead
I don’t ever mean to, but once again I have put lot on my to-do list. In all honesty, I love having a full to-do list…it shows me I am feeling better. And even more …
2015 – Be
This isn’t anything new, but this is the first year I am going to take part in declaring a word of the year for myself. My word for 2015 is going to be “Be” I …
Still searching
I feel like I am and forever will be searching for a way to explain to others that while yes, I am technically cancer free right now, my energy and mind is not like it …
Trying not to live in fear
Scan-xiety The scenarios start playing as soon as I book my appointment. The what ifs that like to take over: What if cancer is in my body again? Would I have to do full out chemo? …
Unknown road
Doubt It amazes me how easily doubt can creep into my mind and start taking root in my heart. It isn’t doubt about God, my health, my family. It is doubt about what I do. …